Entry 01

So I finally got some use out of my signal booster after being unreachable for 500 days and now I have to fill out a questionnaire? Is this a joke? I'm on planet Reat - some kind of Utopia project sector for yet another exhibition.

I keep seeing Euclid pop up but I don't know for sure. I’ve had eons of time with these same thoughts and actions over and over - Atlas, Black Holes, help the freighters, get the gold. Survive, make shelter. Live. Explore. Countless expeditions - all distractions from the real question - who am I? I don’t know all there is to this reality but I have tried my best to understand it - add the layer of MULTIPLE UNIVERSES and you just went from cute existentialism to complete bewilderment and chaos.

I’ve searched throughout, traveled billions of light years. I've touched down on thousands of planets in search of the nature of this reality - but I keep asking - who am I?

I’ve lost count of how many times I have been reborn. Nor do I know what I really resemble. Can anyone really be sure of who they are? Like I said, even when I am presented with the fact that this is all a simulation, I still doubt that conclusion. I run away from it, for it must be a curse to be blessed with endless mysteries of what our senses present to our minds.. The Hub was only a myth to me for many years. I have heard of its existence. I’d encounter the occasional Interloper to have these moments of clarity, they seem to live between worlds - they appear through a harmonic vibration, exist inside the very fabric of each universe. I'd hear whispers of the Hub - a forbidden, somewhat mysterious company. I’d heard of large dynamic databases filled with known worlds that explorers had forged paths through. They build, creating incredible buildings unlike anything I have encountered in this lonely universe. Nor Gek, Nor Vykeen could ever construct anything the likes of which these Hub Architects do. The Hub has access to sacred locations across the stars. The Hub is where thousands of fellow travelers can come together to solve all these mysteries, to not only explore as much of the universe as possible, to truly discover what exactly it means to live, to have memories - I seek knowledge and to have a home, so I can have a constant in my existence.

I am on a search. It is so beautiful - I have looked for every possible clue of it. I feel its gravity, I search it out - it fills my heart and mind with joy. It’s the comfortable and warm place in the universe, it wraps around you like the warmest embrace you could experience - I’ve felt it. It is a place where our souls can sublimate and be truly free. It is a light so blinding, its more blinding than the center of the countless ‘verse. A feeling, a connection so strong, you -kzzzt-